So I its been awhile since I have heard from you. I can typically get through my daily life without thinking about you but when it rains, everything is different. Every single defining moment in our relationship that we hold, has happened in the rain. This time, it’s really pouring. I have a bad gut feeling in my stomach that you aren’t doing well. A dream that I had a couple of nights ago involved the rain and bad things happening to you. You were in distress and trying to reach me but you couldn’t and I didn’t care. The funny part is: it’s the other way around.